danzan: (Is this what it's like to be an adult?)
Jimmy ([personal profile] danzan) wrote2035-01-20 05:28 pm

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STARTERS & PROMPTS ENCOURAGED.
feel free to pm me for discussion!
shadowblends: (❧ regard)

oh man, i'm super glad i did!! he's great jsyk and i love being able to help voicetest

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-21 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[if it were less inappropriate, the cobalt-tinted teen might've laughed at the gesture because honestly? those people were ridiculously ill-mannered and there's no doubt they deserved it. still, that's not really in kurt's nature, so he simply keeps his head inclined, although he does have to bite his lip to keep from smiling.

once they're outside, nightcrawler finally looks up, heaving a sigh of relief at the scenery darting past them at highspeed.]
I'm fine, [comes the easy reply. his sight and hearing are far more advanced than a human's (meaning he has no trouble hearing over the bike), but they are nowhere near logan's heightened senses.

instead of bending the truth, he shrugs with as much nonchalance as he can manage, focuses on winding the length of his tall around his torso.]
Not really.
shadowblends: (❧ scandalized)

yesss join the hell that is xmcu

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-21 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[he cringes, knows he's been caught in his attempt, which makes it all the more awkward for him to confess.] It doesn't matter. "The past is in the past," or something like that.

[partly because he doesn't want to admit how he'd been hoping today would have been a better one, but then it's mostly kurt wants to ignore the fact someone had been bold enough to shoulder him while walking by. he shouldn't have made a fuss, should have avoided drawing attention to himself, except it'd hurt, so his automatic reaction was to hiss with pain.

another thing he's noticed during this ride: it feels safer. not that the last time wasn't; blue was far too nervous to really enjoy it because they were breaking the rules.

tipping his chin a bit more, he meets logan's gaze for that fleeting moment then huffs again.]
I know. Is it useless for me to believe there are some people out there that aren't?
shadowblends: (❧ nerve-racked)

it's always the ones you least expect!! i have a few of those 8'D

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-21 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[and kurt keeps his attention on logan, even if he ends up blinking at the back of his head.

eventually, he returns his gaze to the landscape, absentmindedly thumping his head against the wolverine's back. his shoulders slacken, posture relaxed now that he's been reassured; he has no idea if the older male means it, but the sentiment is amiable.

sometimes, things simply cannot be sugar-coated and that's okay. he'll get used to the way logan comforts people then seek him out when he needs a straightforward, no nonsense answer.]


Mmhmm, [is the hummed response.] I'm aware, Mister Howlett.

[he just hates acknowledging them.] It would probably be less troublesome if I disguised myself better.
shadowblends: (❧ befuddled)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-21 08:46 am (UTC)(link)
I don't know. [which isn't a lie.] I'd much prefer to be myself when meeting people.

[nightcrawler can already imagine jubilee in all her sprightliness, demanding that he take it back with at least scott, jean and ororo to back her up. the older mutant's response seems to give an additional amount of realness to the situation because what if he needed to blend in with non-mutants for a specific mission and whatnot? when he answers, it's truthful, at the very least.]

But it could be convenient.
shadowblends: (❧ tired)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-22 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[again, kurt's lips quirk with amusement at the older mutant's breathe of a laugh.

watching the trees rush by is comforting compared to the group of people that'd been making him feel super anxious; he has no problem keeping an eye on that, specifically when logan mentions that happiness doesn't necessarily come from convenience.

he's unaware of logan looking back at him this time and doesn't bother raising his head, considering he isn't fond of the suggestion that he'll have to make an 'adult' decision about it.]
Even if there are plenty of people that will want to give their input?

I wouldn't say that I'd be proud with the ability to hide myself, but ... it could be interesting to experiment with.
shadowblends: (❧ prayer)

cw: for kinda mentioning self-harm?

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-22 08:13 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you can try, but when you have people that can find you with their minds, it's tough to hide forever.

[hint hint, logan. a subtle one, but it's there, nonetheless.

he makes a fair point about the friends being around, for keeping you on your toes and supporting you when you need it. what bothers him is imagining the expression on their faces, should they ever find out about his habitual scarification.

to be fair, it's been a long time since his last mark. that doesn't mean there are things he feels he should be forgiven for and admitting that sort of thing just feels. improper.]


Of course! [he answers, maybe too quickly, although he won't draw attention to it.] Nobody I know at the Institute would want that.
shadowblends: (❧ awkward)

yeah np! i figured better safe than sorry and all :>

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-22 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[yes, well, that'll be a problem future kurt will have to deal with.]

Absolutely not, [blue answers with some urgency. he would never, ever wish anything bad upon his fellow gifted, no matter the circumstances. even during that time in berlin with angel and-- oh good! the rise of xavier's school in the distance effectively derails all those bad thoughts.

straightening a bit more, his fangs gleaming, he peeks around logan's shoulder to see better. now that they're finally back, kurt feels like he can unwind for sure, more specifically when the gates pass on either side of them and the bike stops at the edge of the stone stairs.

he hops off the motorcycle with ease, bag slung over his shoulder and his face cracked in a grin as he turns round on his heel. one of his tri-fingered hands raises, tongue clicking as he gestures a fingergun in logan's direction-- then immediately regrets how awkward that might have seemed, but his features don't falter. great advice, peter! super smooth.

haha, not.

ahem, anyway!]
Thanks, Logan. [in all likelihood, he shouldn't call him that, but it's only them.] Meet you inside?

[which is exactly where the heck he's headed, silently praying wolverine won't tell anyone about ... that.]
shadowblends: (❧ copacetic)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-23 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
[once inside, kurt shrugs the bag off and reaches with the free hand to scrub over his face, head shaking as he pops a quick message to a certain speedster.

then, he plops on the end of the stairs, rummaging through the things he'd purchased while waiting for logan. the sound of footsteps draws his attention and he raises his head, just in time to see the beverage being offered to him. he wastes no time taking it, golden eyes twinkling with mirth once he gets the bottle open.]


I'm a nerd, remember? [he smirks, raises the drink in his hand in a cheers! sort of manner then takes a drink.]
shadowblends: (❧ pursed)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-25 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[he opens his mouth to retort, thinks better of it and bites his lip instead.

logan's not technically incorrect — he does treat them differently than the other teachers — but for some reason, kurt still can't help feeling offended that he would assume such nonsense. he's a good kid-- doesn't cause trouble (usually), never skips class, does all his homework ...

little blue huffs with irritation, tucks the soda between his knees, hands gesturing wildly at the air.]


I'll go get it right now, if need be! There are other students far less diligent than myself.
shadowblends: (❧ distraught)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-01-31 10:57 am (UTC)(link)
[kurt's eyebrows knit together, attention solely on logan, expression creased in a mixture of indignation and confusion. he doesn't understand what the older male is laughing about-- until he explains, of course.]

... oh, [he sighs, tense posture immediately relaxing. with the heart-shaped end of that tail, he plucks the bottle up, takes a quick drink then drops his elbows on his knees, cheeks propped up in his palms.]

Guess I'm still getting used to that sort of thing. Aw, gee, everyone else has already warned me of this– er– social norm? Is that what it's called? [another huff as he scrubs both hands over his face.]
shadowblends: (❧ unsure)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-02-10 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[he nods in agreement first, then inclines his head, glancing at logan from his peripheral.

to be fair, kurt knows how to relax, but he's more likely to do it when no one is paying attention or if he's alone. an odd thing, he realizes, although he feels like he can chalk it up to not being completely integrated with the other mutants of the school.

all his friends are wonderful; he can't fight that niggling voice in the back of his head, though, telling him it can't last forever.]


My siblings and I would prank each other when we were younger, but— [he stops, bites the inside of his cheek.] Those were different times.
shadowblends: (❧ sidelong)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-02-20 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[attention briefly focused on his knees, nightcrawler blinks in thought, trying to recall a recent memory of the last moments he'd spent with his circus family. nothing that he can remember being on-topic, but the further he goes back--]

Jimaine is so clever, always coming up with the best tricks. One time, she tied a bell around my tail and for the better part of an hour, I thought I was going crazy.

[once the memory becomes more clear, he has to lower his own bottle, curl a fist against his mouth to cover a cough, which had been a laugh. he clears his throat, chuckling softly at the fond reminder.] Mother finally told me because she couldn't keep it secret anymore. They thought it was the funniest thing ever.
shadowblends: (❧ silver-tongued)

[personal profile] shadowblends 2018-02-22 07:24 am (UTC)(link)
I'd fallen asleep. She got lucky and caught me off-guard.

[he snaps his fingers with disappointment, but the upward lift of those blue lips tells another story. kurt's rather fond of his circus family-- so much so that he'd even thought about asking the professor to help him track them down.

until it happens, he can sigh and be nostalgic about them.]


Three of us. We went all over Germany with the traveling circus before it [pause] fell into the wrong hands, as it were.

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